Back to the place you said you wouldn't go no more
Crowded like a subway but you never see a soul
Writing in the blackness can't see what you say at all
No one reads your letters no one answers when you call

I'm not sayin that I've seen a vision
But I can feel it coming like a cataclysm
And I can't be trusted with my own decisions
When there's people who can outsmart intuition
And I got as many things that are haunting my mind
As reasons that I got for wishing I was blind
And I apologize to the rest of mankind
For any part of me that gets left behind in this world

I'm just looking for a better place to go
Where fear doesn't have any control
And a pretty face can't hide a dirty soul
And I hope we won't come back this way no more

Remember how our eyes rolled when you said you won't go back
In love with the idea but you've always hated facts
And if you keep pretending then that smile will be your death
Quit looking for the humour cause there isn't any left

Baby I know something big's the matter
Every time that I call and there's no answer
My bed's not cold but my teeth chatter
Every bump on my body has gotta be cancer
And I can't sleep till the sun is rising
I want to eat but nothing's appetizing
And my physique might be a bit surprising
I'm losing weight without exercising at all

And if I find that this place exists after all
I'll run until there's no chance that we'll fall
You'll always be there so I'll never have to call
And I know we won't come back this way no more