Back to the place you said you wouldn't go no more Crowded like a subway but you never see a soul Writing in the blackness can't see what you say at all No one reads your letters no one answers when you call I'm not sayin that I've seen a vision But I can feel it coming like a cataclysm And I can't be trusted with my own decisions When there's people who can outsmart intuition And I got as many things that are haunting my mind As reasons that I got for wishing I was blind And I apologize to the rest of mankind For any part of me that gets left behind in this world I'm just looking for a better place to go Where fear doesn't have any control And a pretty face can't hide a dirty soul And I hope we won't come back this way no more Remember how our eyes rolled when you said you won't go back In love with the idea but you've always hated facts And if you keep pretending then that smile will be your death Quit looking for the humour cause there isn't any left Baby I know something big's the matter Every time that I call and there's no answer My bed's not cold but my teeth chatter Every bump on my body has gotta be cancer And I can't sleep till the sun is rising I want to eat but nothing's appetizing And my physique might be a bit surprising I'm losing weight without exercising at all And if I find that this place exists after all I'll run until there's no chance that we'll fall You'll always be there so I'll never have to call And I know we won't come back this way no more

I knew that the door was unlocked and I still kicked it in The only friend that I got told me the trouble I was in I said look man I've been through it before and I can get through it again Now I don't think this stain is coming out of my so called lucky shirt I though I knew about the trouble then I found out it gets worse Then she said finish up your dinner honey, cause you're gettin the boot for dessert You know that you can't sleep in the sky unless you want to wake up underground We got defibrillators, seat belts, and helmets, how's there any pain around? And they can try to fix that river, but you know I can always find a way to drown